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Night Laundry
01:56
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Measure it out and judge it
It might be a stain, so fuck it
Let me shrink in this cave
'cause I can’t stay awake
Jealous at the world as
these lights flicker strange
Folded up or folded out
Hang it up or let it drown
Lint lined and empty inside
Paranoia smiles wide
Brain cells slither wild all melted out
Got this cycle spinning out all these doubts
Dampness reeks for days
Doze to sounds of blame
Feeling light in the skull
as heat radiates
Folded up or folded out
Bleach stains away with the brain
Lint lined and empty inside
Bleach stains away with the brain
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Disgusting Mindfulness
01:51
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I'm getting stoned this winter solstice
Not sorry for the things I do at home or in public
Blame the dog, bark at the sun
Try to smile more or less, man
Should I smile more or less, man?
I'll try to smile, more or less, and move on
Am I thinking? what am I saying? I can’t hear it
I notice everything around
Every feeling felt. Every breath I count
I'm up in smoke this winter solstice
Am I thinking? I can't hear it
Am I thinking? What am I saying? I can’t hear it
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My Black Toenail
01:32
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A disease in the breeze. Lost the skin off my knees. But I don't care. I don't care. I don't care. Eyelids cramp with a strain. Feel the breath on the brain. Minds a minute away. Lost my attention. Stubbed my toe in the haze. Let the brain contemplate. Watch it blacken and fade. I’m swollen with it. I am so irritated.
Crooked posture and slack. Got aches in the back. Leave me alone, you know I like it. There’s stench from downstairs. Something rotting down there. Not ashamed so I’ll deal with it. Feel a chill in the house. I found a hair in my mouth. Can’t get it out and I keep spittin’. I am so irritated.
Maybe I'm a loser, Like I lost my spirit. Whys this planet so fucking irritating?
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This Relaxed Fit
01:43
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So here I am. All thoughts are toxic.
Like dampness sticks to a wall.
Life is stale, therefore I'm stale.
Stuck inside, home alone.
I am just growing mold.
Smell that sour? I think I’m dying.
My insides ain’t staying gold.
Liver shakes, eyes radiate.
Not asleep, but still as stone.
I am just growing mold.
Here I sit. Still as the fucking moon.
Empty, silent and cold like doom.
All I crave. All I crave. All I crave is peace,
Clear eyes, and thirst for youth.
I am just growing mold.
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Snooze
01:23
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I need something for my thoughts.
Just a little dust inhaled to lungs.
This crevasse has sucked me up.
Push the brain to hate the sun.
Maybe I’ll just go to sleep and dream of needs.
Do you feel alive or sense the rejection from plants and planets?
Do you notice the outside world.
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Stoned Shower
02:49
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Spaced out in a few inches again. I’m lost in my head. I’m lost in my head. The milky water is down. Draining down and out. I'm feeling down and out. Lost in my head again.
Don’t call me out. Don't call me.
Don't disrupt me. I'm all lathered.
Every drop blooms hydrangea skin
These eyes roll around. Eyelids pulled straight down
Wrinkled fingers and feet. Soaking eternally
Focus while I breath. Eyelids pulled straight down
Don't call me out. Don't call me.
Don't disrupt me. I'm all lathered.
Don’t disrupt me. I’m all lathered.
You’ve got me bothered with scents of flowers.
Spaced out in a few inches again. Lost in my head. I’m lost in my head.
The milky water is down. Draining down and out. I'm feeling down and out. Lost in my head again.
I am all lathered.
I am all lathered.
I am all lathered.
I am all lathered.
I am all lathered.
I am all lathered.
I am all lathered.
I am all lathered.
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Cassilis Philadelphia, Pennsylvania
Total bullshit, mid-30's white collar angst.
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